seriously...who are you... and what did you do with my friend?    nice you meet you,

their eyes burn right through me.. someone is keeping something from me.. or im getting pushed further and further away. i feel like i dont fit in. I dont like laguna beach so what..i dont wanna be that cliche teenybopper..thats just not me..judge me for that ?  her eyes burn even worse.. and know i know why.  sometimes knowing it all is best... but id rather not know this. i want to know what everyone is holding back from me. " i cant say it right now" okay ill just leave, then you can talk about me and then ill laugh at you and your ignorance to even think that i care what yu say in the first place. ill dance my little heart out and break into your car haha i know the password. ill drive my friend home and talk about old times and with tears in my eyes so how much i miss high school and how much i want to be that inocent sophmore again. How much i need someone to love me... but it seems that every path i take is wrong.

im sitting at work with all these random thoughts in my head.. random thoughts.or not so random.. i wanna talk it all out.. but you make me so GD nevrvous that it all comes out wrong. ill work it out.. im gonna have too. i just want you to talk to me..if it hurts it hurts nothing new i supose.

..........NICE TO KNOW YOU......